All my life, I haven't never have crush on lady of my age.

Like have been having crush on older women since I was 7, like I should be having crush on married women and higher institution then.

This last couple month I still found myself still having crush on a woman who I has given birth to 4 children.
Yes, I know am weird, have heard it a lot of time. Maybe am just admiring them tho. They are all pretty.